Don't hate nothing at all,

3:19am: 091 ♥
( Private to Rabastan )

5:09pm: 090 ♥
I'm so ooooold. When did this happen to me? I'm going to die alone!

( Private to Self )

7:24pm: 089 ♥
I'm really lonely. I miss Dorcas.

2:27pm: 088 ♥
I'm in the world's worst mood.

12:15pm: 087 ♥
I'm gaining weight again, thanks to delicious food and good company. I had Remus over this weekend and I practically gorged myself. Cake at work has also been a big help. I also found my stash of polaroid film and some old photos, to be displayed at a later date. I've got to get back to work now though. Klug just came in with some results! Wish me luck!

( Here, Remus! )

3:08pm: 086 ♥
I lost a bunch of weight over the past two weeks and it's always hard for me to regain it. I feel so sallow and fragile. I can't even drink because my liver is destructed at the moment! :(

8:28am: 085 ♥
Malaaaaaaria, nooooo.

12:08pm: 084 ♥
Oh, ugh! Finally found some peace of mind and now I have Bruce in the hospital, all my neighbors whispering behind my back, Sin's run off with a womanizer, my mother's feeling fluish, and I'm looking more jaundice by the minute.

I feel like my life is always so chaotic. I miss island vacations and Bruce's couch. Why can't people just mind their own business and co-exist?

1:40am: 083 ♥
( Private to Sin )

9:17pm: 082 ♥
( Cut for pictures )

I have successfully located a rather uplifting trend.

2:30am: 081 ♥
I rarely ever write long entries and I know that's odd considering I'm a writer by trade. I feel it's just about time I explained myself though. I've had a lot to think about lately and I think I'm finally coming full circle, with a little help from my friends and my not-so-friendly acquaintances. This might seem like a jump, but bare with me.

I've never been anyone's 'the one.' That used to really bother me, but I'm coming to realize that the concept of a one true love (for me, at least) is unimportant. It's ironic, I think, that my best selling novel was about the search for a soul mate and the most important book I've ever written, Savage, remains practically unread. I'm getting off track, I guess. I suppose what I'm trying to say is that I'm very important to a lot of people and it's okay if I'm not the MOST important to any one person.

I've been struggling with my work lately, because I had convinced myself that I've never been in love and I didn't know the meaning of it. But I had a breakthrough yesterday (classified, sorry) and I'm just beginning to see how in love I really am. I have loved more passionately then I perhaps ever had the right to, in all honestly. I love so much. I love animals, insects, books, paisley, chess, carpet, toes, jam, music, olives, my hair, your hair!, marijuana, rings, high heels, vests, coffee, tea, pancakes, cupcakes, all forms of cake actually, pie, pi, etc. I love my mom, my dad, Bruce, Andrea, Hadrian, Remus, Sirius, James, Lily and Harry, Alice, Frank and their beautiful children, the whole lot of Weasleys, Inka and her loving husband, my best friend, Daria, and Dorcas's memory. I love Cosette, for more then just saving my life. I love Lucy, Damien, Iain, Molly, M. and Diarmuid, and Fergus. I love the way they love each other. Bel! I love Loren, Jenny, Wren and Penny. I love the way they all fight, with knowing eyes and smart looks. I love X and Lee. I know I'm rambling, but I'm not finished, because I love Gemma, Lucius, Dexter, Caradoc, and AARON. I love Regulus and Hestia. I love Moody and Kelton and all the things they stand for. I love Julian. And I have no problem saying now, after all those crossed out words and 'ink spills,' that I love Rabastan and Anatole too.

( The rest is cut for length, but it's still public. )

8:44pm: 080 ♥
I can't work under these conditions.

11:58pm: 079 ♥
( Private to Rabastan )

( Private to Sin )

Congrats to my third cousin, Andrea, on getting married this past Saturday. It was a wonderful wedding, she was a stunning bride, and I'll have pictures up in a bit. I think we all have more important things to be celebrating though. We could have a wake, I suppose.

3:07am: 078 ♥
According to the Nevermore, I have been intimate with X, Antonin, Remus, Rabastan Julian, Sin, and Rabastan Rabastan.

Choice selection, I'd say.

And I'm not making a pass at my ex-fiance, I was just trying to make a joke and I thought it would be petty and odd to exclude him. Formalities are complicated.

12:32am: 077 ♥
( Private to Self )

( Private to Rabastan )

( Private to Sin )

I've been working on my next novel. It's really sort of silly and stupid, but it's fun to write. I forgot how much I like writing. I'm also working on organizing events and lectures for Amandla! so don't think I'm spending all my time frivolously. Plus my work at the Ministry, of course. Which is going nowhere. That should by no means suggest all my time is taken up though! Let me now if you need anything. Anyone. I mean it.

1:29am: 076 ♥
Went to see a show at a cafe with Jake last night. The music was really good and I had a great time.

( Picture )

( Private to Self )

2:07pm: 061 ♥
Not a lot of good news on these journals lately...

10:48pm: 036 ♥
( Hexed Against Rabastan )

2:35pm: 035 ♥
Just checking in. Love and miss you.

- Delilah

1:14pm: 034 ♥
( Private to Friends )

( Private to Rabastan )

( Private to Self )

10:18pm: 033 ♥
( Private to Rabastan )

( Private to Micheail )

Happy Tuesday!

4:12pm: 032 ♥
But I had plans with my parents this weekend!

7:20pm: 031 ♥
I'm feeling kind of defiant. I haven't felt defiant since I was an Unspeakable.

6:09pm: 030 ♥
Stop it. Just cut it out.

11:39pm: 029 ♥
( Private to Rab )

Thank you :)